After all the wish
After all the hope that I lost
After all that I've been trying to ignore
I'm afraid that I will loose my heart now, I'm afraid that I won't be able to feel it again. Because now, everything that I've been waiting for is there, in him, but I could not feel 'it'. nothing not even a glimpse of it. Was my heart freezed already? well no one knows what's happening. not even me, just God knows, cos I know God knows but waits.
Should I continue this? or just end it here?
Monday, October 5, 2009
Sunday, April 26, 2009
A whole life questions for me
Standing alone in my balcony in this foggy morning in a crowded city that I've been living for more than two years. Looking down through 18 floors down there, small street then a dirty river then unfinished destruction of ragged houses. sometime I imagine how does it feel to jump from here, will I fall to that small street, or splash to the dirty smelly river, or to the those ragged houses. seeing my self in pain or even dead down there feels so much easier than living day by day with all of these things around me, expectations, dreams, hopes, disappointments, anger, love, sadness, poverty, global warming, pollution, happiness, etc.
some time I'm thinking what would other people around me think if I'm gone, disappear, not exist; would it be better for them?would it be worse? would they be sad? would they be happy?
some time I want to know what will happen to this world without me? will it make such a difference?
some time I'm thinking what would other people around me think if I'm gone, disappear, not exist; would it be better for them?would it be worse? would they be sad? would they be happy?
some time I want to know what will happen to this world without me? will it make such a difference?
Monday, April 20, 2009
Flawless Friendship ?
I was just wandering is there any flawless friendship in this world? Its been so many times I got into friendships, but none is flawless. Just like today I was just destroyed one that I thought it would be flawless, it would last long, it would be some deep understanding although we both didn't come from the same background or even future. It's a pity that because of just simple things that actually didn't really related directly to us make a flaw to our friendship, which is I'm sure would left a permanent mark here. Just because of miss communication if I could say, the problem is we have different language, but we always tried to understand each other beyond that silly thing, but in the end that's the thing that could easily destroy our friendship. I really hope that I can explain to her better about this problem without thinking how to make her understand what I'm trying to say.
Somehow I know that this is part of my fault that I cannot tell her the truth, not because I'm afraid of hurting her, but because I'm in the middle of her and the other girl, which both are my friends, my best friends. I can't said any proper word or sentence in front of her because I was frazzled, I can't control myself, I really wish that she can understand my tears at that time, which would explain anything that I felt; anger, sadness, confusion, vulnerability, depression, frustration, etc which I can't get the adjectives to explain what I've felt at that time, everything in my mind was just burst into flowing tears, labored breath because my chest felt so heavy like a ton of steel full of different kind of feeling. I thought that I would strong enough, but I was just a weak stupid girl that runaway from her with an excuse to do something important, left her frazzled and she thought that I was mad at her because she doesn't want to confessed that she was changed.
I got a strong feeling that she was always faking, she hide her truth, her real feeling, she was just wearing a cheerful happy mask. Because she wears it too long, she even forgot how to take it off. She doesn't want to listen to anybody, she just think that she was all right, she's the Ms. Right for everything she thought, everything she said... She was just full of pride if I could say, a pity pride, a pity truth. I really wish that she will listen someday, and admit the truth, not just her own thought, her own idealism that she can control everybody, that she can make everything right.
She even said that she always care about every body's feeling that's why she was doing this, if she let it go all, her mask, her pretending, no happiness would left... but by doing this she was just make it worst for every body, not only her that will carry this burden, but every one surround her.
what should I say friend? there is no flawless Friendship, because understanding each other flaws, and also that friendship it self, that is how a friendship would survive, for how long the destiny meant it to be.
Somehow I know that this is part of my fault that I cannot tell her the truth, not because I'm afraid of hurting her, but because I'm in the middle of her and the other girl, which both are my friends, my best friends. I can't said any proper word or sentence in front of her because I was frazzled, I can't control myself, I really wish that she can understand my tears at that time, which would explain anything that I felt; anger, sadness, confusion, vulnerability, depression, frustration, etc which I can't get the adjectives to explain what I've felt at that time, everything in my mind was just burst into flowing tears, labored breath because my chest felt so heavy like a ton of steel full of different kind of feeling. I thought that I would strong enough, but I was just a weak stupid girl that runaway from her with an excuse to do something important, left her frazzled and she thought that I was mad at her because she doesn't want to confessed that she was changed.
I got a strong feeling that she was always faking, she hide her truth, her real feeling, she was just wearing a cheerful happy mask. Because she wears it too long, she even forgot how to take it off. She doesn't want to listen to anybody, she just think that she was all right, she's the Ms. Right for everything she thought, everything she said... She was just full of pride if I could say, a pity pride, a pity truth. I really wish that she will listen someday, and admit the truth, not just her own thought, her own idealism that she can control everybody, that she can make everything right.
She even said that she always care about every body's feeling that's why she was doing this, if she let it go all, her mask, her pretending, no happiness would left... but by doing this she was just make it worst for every body, not only her that will carry this burden, but every one surround her.
what should I say friend? there is no flawless Friendship, because understanding each other flaws, and also that friendship it self, that is how a friendship would survive, for how long the destiny meant it to be.
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Excuse For not Studying
well here today I'll discuss about common excuse supaya ga belajar ala gwe dan some of my friends, maybe diantara you guys ada yang kaya gwe,hehe.
Iyah...jadi gini, ni lagi saat saat yang menentukan hidup mati gwe di semester ini, alias saatnya ujian akhir, tapi akhirnya apa malah gwe kepengen banget tulis blog yang udah lama ga gwe tulisin. di laen waktu baru serius2nya belajar tiba2 sense of art gwe yg jarang keluar, muncul dengan tiba2, mirip kaya kartun yang kluar lampu di kepala, jadi ga mood belajar lagi deh hahaha.
then other case ada lagi yang bikin sebel, baru cari2 pensil mau coret2 kertas catetan ehhh malah jadi bikin sketsa, ato lagi belajar aus, cari minum, eh liat kamera kesayang jadinya pegang kamera, atau lagi jalan melewati kompi tiba2 perlu ngapaain...jadi maen kompi..Hhhhhh...Cape deeehh...
what should I do donk???
Trus ada lagi excuse buat nunda2 belajar, belom pas jam 7 lah, ato belon nemu lagu yang asik buat didengerin waktu belajar...yahh kapan donk gwe belajarnya?
And another story dari si Cumi, yang maen game sambil belajar, dengan excuse refreshing...huh aneh2 aja tu anak, pasti belajar sama maen gamenya banyakan maennya sama aja!!
well lets hope setelah blog ini gwe post gwe bisa belajar dengan tenang, AAAMINN!!!
hahaha see you
Iyah...jadi gini, ni lagi saat saat yang menentukan hidup mati gwe di semester ini, alias saatnya ujian akhir, tapi akhirnya apa malah gwe kepengen banget tulis blog yang udah lama ga gwe tulisin. di laen waktu baru serius2nya belajar tiba2 sense of art gwe yg jarang keluar, muncul dengan tiba2, mirip kaya kartun yang kluar lampu di kepala, jadi ga mood belajar lagi deh hahaha.
then other case ada lagi yang bikin sebel, baru cari2 pensil mau coret2 kertas catetan ehhh malah jadi bikin sketsa, ato lagi belajar aus, cari minum, eh liat kamera kesayang jadinya pegang kamera, atau lagi jalan melewati kompi tiba2 perlu ngapaain...jadi maen kompi..Hhhhhh...Cape deeehh...
what should I do donk???
Trus ada lagi excuse buat nunda2 belajar, belom pas jam 7 lah, ato belon nemu lagu yang asik buat didengerin waktu belajar...yahh kapan donk gwe belajarnya?
And another story dari si Cumi, yang maen game sambil belajar, dengan excuse refreshing...huh aneh2 aja tu anak, pasti belajar sama maen gamenya banyakan maennya sama aja!!
well lets hope setelah blog ini gwe post gwe bisa belajar dengan tenang, AAAMINN!!!
hahaha see you
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Archery Club
ooww.... akhirnya...gwe ikutan juga archery club di kampus. Excited, interested, curious... walopun baru pernah sekali manah waktu camp taon lalu, tapi gwe langsung tertarik ama archery, pengen banget ikut lagi, but ga ada waktu, trus ga tau caranya gmn... nah someday I was walk through corridor di mall kampus ada promosi about club2 gt...nah salah satunya archery club ini, sebenernya ada club2 laen yang menarik perhatian gwe ada club fotografi ama shooting, tapi akhirnya gwe nyamperin archery club tanya2 doank blon daftar.
nah hari itu aku ga tau klo itu hari terakhir buat daftar klub2, so I was move on and ga daftar. nah tiba-tiba 2 hari kemudian gwe ditelp ama seseorang cowo yang ngaku2 dari archery club, ngebilangin suruh kumpul di depan c building di kampus huamak, awalnya gwe horror lah, kaget dari mana ni orang tau nomor gwe, orang gwe ga inget nulis. akhirnya gwe nanya ama dapet nomor dari mana mas? trus masnya bilang lah kamukan nulis nomor km ama id kamu kemaren...(dengan polosnya masnya blg gt). trus gwe dengan sok lupa2 gwe bilang
"ohh iyayh?? mungkin gwe lupa kali yah?"
Tapi sebenernya dalam hatiku masih bertanya2 (wedeehh) mencoba mengingat...kapan yah gwe nulis???
nah usut punya usut temen gwe Boat alias kapal temen thai ngedaftarin gwe gara2 dia terlalu perhatian ama gwe, heuehuehuehue. Gwe pernah cerita ama dia klo gwe pengen ikutan archery club...nah trus dia itu inisiatif sendiri nulis nama dia bersama dengan nama gwe...heuheuehuehe. udah deh abis itu gwe langsung nelpon sekutu2 (yang segede manusia) buat ikutan juga, namun sayang akhirnya cuman Ka Dino and boat yang ikut ke archery klub hari ni.
nah akhirnya minggu pagi kita bertiga dateng deh ke C building tempatnya ngumpul, cuman ada kira2 10 orang yang menempel di bangku2 di depan C building yang merupakan calon2 anggota club, kita udah mulai menghina2 club ini..."ih ko cuman dikit yah?? Engga laku kali yah?" tapi abis itu pertanyaan kita terjawab setelah kita diajak pergi menuju bus di depan kampus, ternyata peminatnya archery club banyak, 1 bis sendiri...ahahaha maaf...
Nah, Hari ini archery clubnya diajarin dasar2nya dari panahan, caranya pegangnya, jenis2 busur, jenis jarak, macem2 deh... pokoknya asik deh walopun gwe masih sering salah megang busur yang bikin tangan q merah, trus sekarang pegell...uhhhh.
oh yeah...ni foto2 selama di archery club, engga sempat moto2 banyak2 sih..hehhee
1st pic from the left to rigth, lagi ngantri giliran. eh mas kaos merah...mau panahan apa maen bulutangkis?? hehehee
2nd pic. si chippus is loading her bow...serius amat ahahaha
3rd pic. uh...nginceng dianya...ampe tangan melengkung ahahaha...keberatan bow nih...eh ya kaos kaki yang ditangan itu buat ngelindungin tangan dari senar bownya, klo ga pake itu kadang kena ampe geseng2 biru2 gt..sakiiittt
4 and 5 pics Ka dino lagi serius nginceng sasaran, bow yang kedua berat buanget loh... itu klasik bow, emang berat tapi lebih simple..
6 and 7 Boat is shooting her target. beberapa kali maen langsung dibilang bagus loh boatnya ama instructornya ahaha...emang bakat alam, di Thailand utara sukanya berburu celeng kali yah dia...hihihi...eh akhir2 ini banyak orang bilang dia mirip ama gw yah, emang bener???
the las pic, Mandy cewek mongol, Ka dino cewe indo 1/2 bapuk hihihi, Boat cewe thai, after archery...hehehe
nah hari itu aku ga tau klo itu hari terakhir buat daftar klub2, so I was move on and ga daftar. nah tiba-tiba 2 hari kemudian gwe ditelp ama seseorang cowo yang ngaku2 dari archery club, ngebilangin suruh kumpul di depan c building di kampus huamak, awalnya gwe horror lah, kaget dari mana ni orang tau nomor gwe, orang gwe ga inget nulis. akhirnya gwe nanya ama dapet nomor dari mana mas? trus masnya bilang lah kamukan nulis nomor km ama id kamu kemaren...(dengan polosnya masnya blg gt). trus gwe dengan sok lupa2 gwe bilang
"ohh iyayh?? mungkin gwe lupa kali yah?"
Tapi sebenernya dalam hatiku masih bertanya2 (wedeehh) mencoba mengingat...kapan yah gwe nulis???
nah usut punya usut temen gwe Boat alias kapal temen thai ngedaftarin gwe gara2 dia terlalu perhatian ama gwe, heuehuehuehue. Gwe pernah cerita ama dia klo gwe pengen ikutan archery club...nah trus dia itu inisiatif sendiri nulis nama dia bersama dengan nama gwe...heuheuehuehe. udah deh abis itu gwe langsung nelpon sekutu2 (yang segede manusia) buat ikutan juga, namun sayang akhirnya cuman Ka Dino and boat yang ikut ke archery klub hari ni.
nah akhirnya minggu pagi kita bertiga dateng deh ke C building tempatnya ngumpul, cuman ada kira2 10 orang yang menempel di bangku2 di depan C building yang merupakan calon2 anggota club, kita udah mulai menghina2 club ini..."ih ko cuman dikit yah?? Engga laku kali yah?" tapi abis itu pertanyaan kita terjawab setelah kita diajak pergi menuju bus di depan kampus, ternyata peminatnya archery club banyak, 1 bis sendiri...ahahaha maaf...
Nah, Hari ini archery clubnya diajarin dasar2nya dari panahan, caranya pegangnya, jenis2 busur, jenis jarak, macem2 deh... pokoknya asik deh walopun gwe masih sering salah megang busur yang bikin tangan q merah, trus sekarang pegell...uhhhh.
oh yeah...ni foto2 selama di archery club, engga sempat moto2 banyak2 sih..hehhee
1st pic from the left to rigth, lagi ngantri giliran. eh mas kaos merah...mau panahan apa maen bulutangkis?? hehehee
2nd pic. si chippus is loading her bow...serius amat ahahaha
3rd pic. uh...nginceng dianya...ampe tangan melengkung ahahaha...keberatan bow nih...eh ya kaos kaki yang ditangan itu buat ngelindungin tangan dari senar bownya, klo ga pake itu kadang kena ampe geseng2 biru2 gt..sakiiittt
4 and 5 pics Ka dino lagi serius nginceng sasaran, bow yang kedua berat buanget loh... itu klasik bow, emang berat tapi lebih simple..
6 and 7 Boat is shooting her target. beberapa kali maen langsung dibilang bagus loh boatnya ama instructornya ahaha...emang bakat alam, di Thailand utara sukanya berburu celeng kali yah dia...hihihi...eh akhir2 ini banyak orang bilang dia mirip ama gw yah, emang bener???
the las pic, Mandy cewek mongol, Ka dino cewe indo 1/2 bapuk hihihi, Boat cewe thai, after archery...hehehe
Friday, June 6, 2008
Jalan - Jalan Pagi yang Kesiangan (JJPK)
1st pic from the left. Tampang sok bahagia orang-orang yang mencurigakan, di jalanan taman benja.Orang-orang itu yang nantinya kemungkinan besar diceritakan dalam blog ini adalah (dari kiri belakang)
Pake baju item celana biru abu2: Ka dino
Tengah, tertawa dengan aneh dan innocentnya: Chilli
Kanan sendiri pake rok jins baju item: si bapuk cumi
trus yang enggak keliatan (dibelakang kamera): Si cantik yang punya blog, Chippus!!
2nd Pic, Masih orang2 yang mencurigakan. Narsis di atas bebek2an di tengah kolam benja. Mereka dicurigai sebagai biang kerokan matinya ikan2 di benja.waspadalah!!!
In Memoriam, Ikan mati di danaunya benja. bahkan saat sudah mati dia....diaa.....keselip di baling-baling bebek2anku. maafkan segalanya yang sudah terjadi diantara kita ikan malang...
huhuhuhuhuhu...
3rd pic, ihihihi.....meringislah si ka dino naik sepeda curian eh sewaan no 55, kalo tidak segera dikembalikan di denda 1000 baht!!
4rd pic, Si Chippus yang menawan bagai karung di atas sepeda...ahahahha
mau dibawa lari sih sepedanya buat sepedaan di dalem rumah tapinya sepeda ama orangnya gedean orangnya...
4th pic, auooooo cumi diatas sepeda nomer 82 segera akan mengayuh dengan lambatnya dengan 1 tangan di setang. sebenernya ada polisi taman di belakangnya, tapi karena keamanan pihak bersangkutan di crop deh...hihihihi (becanda cum!)5th pic, The camera girl on action nih...chilli dengan kamera d300nya lagi nginceng cowo mandi...ahahahhaha
Kenapa judulnya 'Jalan - Jalan Pagi yang Kesiangan'? ahahha...Soalnya waktu itu janjinya mau ke Benja Kitti park jam 7 pagi, tapinya jam 9 baru pada ketemuan... JJPK ini jadi kepanasan, pasalnya cuaca di bangkok cepet banget jadi panas, jam 8 ajah udah perlu ac gara2 kepanasan..uh...
nah JJP ini acaranya ka manda bapuk buat foto shoot amatiran (maklum kita fotografer amatiran). Ini sebenernya udah seminggu ato 2 minggu yang lalu...
ini some of the photos that she tooks and me, most of the I already edited.
Walopun panas2 sepedaan n maen bebek2an tapi asik banget that day...
The First Blog
Wehehe...ga nyangka cuman gara2 pengen beri comment ke blog temen aku jadi bikin blog ini..hihihi. Actually gwe udah punya semacam2 ini kaya multiply, trus deviantart juga walopun yang juga jarang di isi ahahahha. Tapi paling engga dengan dibikinnya blog ini gwe jadi rajin nulis lagi, kan nulis itu baik, hihi...
Ok let's we start on.
Hari ini jumat nih...hari bwat nyante-nyante... bela2in ngosongin hari ini buat istirahat. cos mulai semester ini kampusku pindah dari 1 jam perjalanan jadi 2 jam perjalanan. It's seems crazy but that's the way...I want to write about today, but nothing to tell deh about today cuman lingering on the sofa all day..hehehe
kemaren is the most horable, frustating and surprising day. Uh beneran! kemaren gwe benciiiiiiiiiiiiii setengah mati ampe mati ama univ q...kemaren itu adding appoinment ato hari buat tambah pelajaran, secara gwe masih dalam jurusan BBA (Bachelor of Business Administration) yang punya paling banyak mahasiswa di univ, cara buat tambah pelajaran jadi tambah susah buanget semester ini. Harus nemuin advisorlah, ngurusin transcriptlah, minta caplah...uh nyebelin banget, all of that takes time, mana ada kelas padet lagi..uhh..
Nah yah paling nyebelin dari perjalanan jauh buat tambah pelajaran itu, kita belum tentu bisa dapet kelas yang kita pinginin, itulah yang terjadi ama gwe kemaren setelah cape-cape kesono kemari cari surat2 buat tambah pelajaran it's came out that I can't take Business Law II class...uhh!!! benciiiii padahal udah antri selama berjam2 buat masuk ke adding place. Engga tau kenapa anehnya sejak semester kemaren gwe berniat ambil business law II engga pernah berhasil, ada aja yang bikin gagal, padahal bukan pelajaran yang susah loh...
ahh..now the surprising thing, ahahaha sebenernya engga makna sih..mungkin takdir hihi (najong) gara2 gwe ga bisa ambil buss law gwe kan harus bolak-balik lagi cari pelajaran laen, trus dateng ke damn adding room, tiba2 ada telepon di hape, dengan innocentnya gwe liat, huaaaaaaaaaaa!!! si 'Pasar' (nama samaran)!! seribu tanya memenuhi benakku,
"bener ga nih dia?? jangan2 si 'kayu putih' (nama samaran lagi) pake nomor dia. Dari mana dia dapet nmrku?"
trus gwe angkat (dalam bhs ing):
gwe: Halloww..
pasar: hallo hey...(dengan suara beratnya)
gwe: yah? (sok innocent pura2 ga tau nomer siapa huehueheuheuheu licik!!)
pasar: oh..maaf aku pasar
gwe: oh hey pasar...
pasar: yeah...eh bisa ga ngecheckin absen gwe di kelas ----?
gwe: aduh...maaf gwe ga akan masuk kelas itu buat tambah pelajaran. (sebenernya males)
pasar: ohh..gt, gwe juga nih ya udah ketemu disana aja yah..
gwe: eh lo mau ngapain di adding?
pasar: nambah pelajaran 'lalallalala' ama ngapus pelajaran 'niniinini'
gwe: ohh..ya udah ketemu sana aja deh..
pasar: ohh..ok
uahhh...percakapan singkat yang surprising, pasalnya dia ga tau nomer q sebelonnya dan gwe ga pnah beritau cuman gwe tau nomer dia (pura2 engga tau dan ga pnah telpon dia, jaim ceritanya). dan akhirnya kita ketemu di ruangan itu deh, dia telpon gwe lagi beberapa kali dalam kelas itu, pengen ketemu gwe, nanyain jadwal ahahahahha. aduh beneran tu orang susah n ngagetin banget.
nah at that day gwe nambah pelajaran yang sama ama dia, semoga aja kelasnya sama yah...heuehuehuehuehue. Paling enggak kemaren kekeselanku ama ABAC (univ q) agak terkurangilah, tapi tetep aja sebel banget, penuh formalitas banget sih...klo univ di Indo gitu ga yah?? jadi bertanya2...
oh ya...hari ini aku ditelpon orang dari archery club, let's see what happen on sunday yah..
Ok let's we start on.
Hari ini jumat nih...hari bwat nyante-nyante... bela2in ngosongin hari ini buat istirahat. cos mulai semester ini kampusku pindah dari 1 jam perjalanan jadi 2 jam perjalanan. It's seems crazy but that's the way...I want to write about today, but nothing to tell deh about today cuman lingering on the sofa all day..hehehe
kemaren is the most horable, frustating and surprising day. Uh beneran! kemaren gwe benciiiiiiiiiiiiii setengah mati ampe mati ama univ q...kemaren itu adding appoinment ato hari buat tambah pelajaran, secara gwe masih dalam jurusan BBA (Bachelor of Business Administration) yang punya paling banyak mahasiswa di univ, cara buat tambah pelajaran jadi tambah susah buanget semester ini. Harus nemuin advisorlah, ngurusin transcriptlah, minta caplah...uh nyebelin banget, all of that takes time, mana ada kelas padet lagi..uhh..
Nah yah paling nyebelin dari perjalanan jauh buat tambah pelajaran itu, kita belum tentu bisa dapet kelas yang kita pinginin, itulah yang terjadi ama gwe kemaren setelah cape-cape kesono kemari cari surat2 buat tambah pelajaran it's came out that I can't take Business Law II class...uhh!!! benciiiii padahal udah antri selama berjam2 buat masuk ke adding place. Engga tau kenapa anehnya sejak semester kemaren gwe berniat ambil business law II engga pernah berhasil, ada aja yang bikin gagal, padahal bukan pelajaran yang susah loh...
ahh..now the surprising thing, ahahaha sebenernya engga makna sih..mungkin takdir hihi (najong) gara2 gwe ga bisa ambil buss law gwe kan harus bolak-balik lagi cari pelajaran laen, trus dateng ke damn adding room, tiba2 ada telepon di hape, dengan innocentnya gwe liat, huaaaaaaaaaaa!!! si 'Pasar' (nama samaran)!! seribu tanya memenuhi benakku,
"bener ga nih dia?? jangan2 si 'kayu putih' (nama samaran lagi) pake nomor dia. Dari mana dia dapet nmrku?"
trus gwe angkat (dalam bhs ing):
gwe: Halloww..
pasar: hallo hey...(dengan suara beratnya)
gwe: yah? (sok innocent pura2 ga tau nomer siapa huehueheuheuheu licik!!)
pasar: oh..maaf aku pasar
gwe: oh hey pasar...
pasar: yeah...eh bisa ga ngecheckin absen gwe di kelas ----?
gwe: aduh...maaf gwe ga akan masuk kelas itu buat tambah pelajaran. (sebenernya males)
pasar: ohh..gt, gwe juga nih ya udah ketemu disana aja yah..
gwe: eh lo mau ngapain di adding?
pasar: nambah pelajaran 'lalallalala' ama ngapus pelajaran 'niniinini'
gwe: ohh..ya udah ketemu sana aja deh..
pasar: ohh..ok
uahhh...percakapan singkat yang surprising, pasalnya dia ga tau nomer q sebelonnya dan gwe ga pnah beritau cuman gwe tau nomer dia (pura2 engga tau dan ga pnah telpon dia, jaim ceritanya). dan akhirnya kita ketemu di ruangan itu deh, dia telpon gwe lagi beberapa kali dalam kelas itu, pengen ketemu gwe, nanyain jadwal ahahahahha. aduh beneran tu orang susah n ngagetin banget.
nah at that day gwe nambah pelajaran yang sama ama dia, semoga aja kelasnya sama yah...heuehuehuehuehue. Paling enggak kemaren kekeselanku ama ABAC (univ q) agak terkurangilah, tapi tetep aja sebel banget, penuh formalitas banget sih...klo univ di Indo gitu ga yah?? jadi bertanya2...
oh ya...hari ini aku ditelpon orang dari archery club, let's see what happen on sunday yah..
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